FINAL SNEAK PEEK - EVERYTHING I DESIRE

Hey, beauty. Tomorrow, B. Love returns with Everything I Desire. Here’s a sneak peek before it goes live.

Arabella

A quiet whimper slipped between my lips as Nathan ripped my panties from my body. He had this thing about me being at the condo whenever he popped up. His job called for him to travel days at a time throughout the week. Whenever he had a free day, he popped up on me. If I wasn’t home, he’d have a fit. I told myself it was because he craved me and wanted me when he wanted me because that sounded a hell of a lot better than he was a possessive control freak who liked to direct my every move. 

In which case, I could understand why he asked. It was September, and instead of me teaching my Drama class at Miller-Green High School, I was sulking and trying to find ways to pass time because my class had been cut. For the past two years I thrived on teaching theater because I honestly felt like that was as close as I’d get to my dream of being an actress. Out of nowhere, the president of the board called for a meeting this summer letting me and three other teachers know that the classes we taught would no longer be offered. 

I guess that was also another reason why I continued to date Nathan. With me temporarily not working, I appreciated the fact that he was paying my bills. Before losing my job, I’d managed to save enough money to pay bills for six months, so I was good for the time being. Now, I had to decide if I was going to teach a different class here, move somewhere else, or take this as a sign from God to finally pursue my acting career again. 

Since I started teaching, I hadn’t been able to be as dedicated to my acting career. My schedule consisted of school Monday through Friday, and on the weekends, I wanted to let my hair down and enjoy myself.

And the thought of working in a different field wasn’t even on the table. It was either acting or teaching theater. Period. 

“Bella…”

His voice was strained, as if he was tired of waiting for me to provide an answer. 

“…Hmm?”

“I asked, where were you?”

Yes, he did, as he pressed his dick into my stomach. Closing my eyes, I inhaled a deep breath and tried to focus on the conversation at hand. 

“I went up to the school during lunch to chat with a few teachers and students. Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?”

My eyes opened, focusing on his. “I thought we agreed you wouldn’t rush your decision. Does this mean you’re going back to school to teach something else?”

Nathan’s grip around my neck loosened. He put some space between us. His detachment alarmed me. It was cool being a kept woman, but this wasn’t something I wanted to make a habit of. I needed to feel fulfilled. Like I was doing something that mattered to the world. Waiting around for him in this condo wasn’t it. 

“Well…” My voice was as soft and innocent as I could make it. The last thing I wanted to do was make this visit one that was filled with tension. My pussy was wet, my walls were waiting, and I was ten seconds away from demanding that I feel his dick deep in my throat. “They need someone to teach a freshman English class. It’s not what I want to do, but I have my bachelors in English so I could…”

Nathan’s head shook as he put space between us. “You’re setting yourself up for failure, Bella. If you do that, they will devalue you. You have to position yourself to be unfireable. If they know that they can toss you around to do anything, you’ll never secure the class for yourself and other teachers. If this is something that you truly believe the school needs, you have to make them see the value of it. Of you. Don’t teach that class.”

A soft smirk played against the edges of my mouth as I lifted myself off the wall and walked over to him. Closing the space between us, I stood on the tips of my toes and tilted my head back. Nathan was too tall for me to be able to kiss him on my own, so he lowered himself to connect his lips with mine. 

His hands wrapped around my thighs, and Nathan lifted me into the air. My legs circled around his waist as he carried me the few steps it took to get to the patio. A full smile spread, making it a bit harder for me to kiss him fully. I loved when Nathan made love to me outside. We’d never actually gone to the beach and done it, but just hearing the crashing waves on the patio syncing with our bodies connecting, breathing laboring, and moans harmonizing always did something to me.

Nathan placed me on my feet, and I tiptoed backwards until I reached the corner of the railing. My eyes lowered to the center of him, and I watched as he unbuckled his slacks…

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